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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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im nt really in the mood 2 blog bt i gort lorts 2 sae. i change my link from bprorjai( fragile heart) to aku-deadinside (im-deadinside). i just feel it suit me more. my heart is too fragile so now im dead on the inside.
anw, now, i just realise life alwaes hav advantage and disadvantage on every path that eu chose.
for eg; in my lyf; i choose 2 b a music asst as a pt tyme job durin the holis. job was nyce and kinde relaxing, BUT the journey is so long. imagine from the north 2 the south. a 45mins journey going and coming home. 2nd example, i choose 2 b single. the advantage is dhat i cn b w any gy at ani tyme w/t worries BUT i dun hav a special companion that belongs 2 me and only me. so its lyke every or any path eu chose, eu just hav to face the disadvantage, no matter how eu try 2 run away from it.
ok enuf abt lyfe. so abt 2dae.
hmm.. 11+ reach wrk place. start the aircon and the comp and sound system 1st. den go drink campbell soup to heat up the body. aft that, i went to see joshua do recording. wanne start on the work budden that stupid comp.. arghh. acc, it more 2 dhat CD writer. turn out that stupid thing, the switch is bhind. so i cnt c it. i dun wear my lenses okays!. anw, get joshua 2 help me w it. he nyce. all of tem r nyce 2 me. smtyme 2 nyce sey. lols. so carry on w my work. do work until abt 1+, finish oredi. go surf the net. the only nt best thing using safari is i cnt view my blog. grr...haish. so went fwensta, went imeem, go listen song. try 2 pay xtra attention 2 the tune and stuf lyke that. i was in soundproof room so i cn listen any songs without bothering the others. ahahs.so arnd 5, leave work place. went 2 grans house. my darls daughter was ter so play with her. den bath her. she get me all wet sey.. now she lying down quietly so i get 2 use the comp 4 awhile.
wanted 2 chat w hyme budden nvm. i nvr realise it cld cum 2 tis state. he just brush me off "eu dont need 2 know" wtf. i nvr dream that he cn b dhat rude. haiya. 4gt hyme la hidayah!!
sumore, recently i found out that fucking bastard ex of mine, wen we
were steadin, he meet alot more oder gals without me knowin. imagine if i noe that wen we were stil steadin, tk ke perang dunia ketiga. its stupid wen i think back y i love hyme all my hart las tyme. ahhhhhhhh!!!!
wtfuck sey!! he cn go fuck off la sey. die oso i wnt care! in fact, he go die gud sey. i still have lots more 2 talk abt.bt will do soon. nw i really lose my mood!
