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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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fave word of the day, kn nisa?
bt seriously, i wan run away. there just too much probs n crisis. im so fcuked up with lyfe. firstly, i really dont understand some people. eu nt happy with me? eu come talk to me straight up frnt. y talk bhind my bck n pretend to so gd infnt of me? idiot fools. nabey, nt happy i gt the gd stuff isit? too bad, nbdie didnt ask eu to nt wrk hard. eu wan gd things, eu earn it, nt demand it la. aft so long eu MIA, suddenly eu appear n xpect to gt promoted or something? i tell eu wad, y dnt eu go to the highest floor, jump straight down, n try again in your next lyfe? nt only that, eu critic my style. plsh la. i noe i prettier, that y eu nt hapy, eu go arnd telling bullshit abt me? wad fucking arshole. think eu so gd meh? go sit 1 side la, bitch. i suggest if eu dnt mean to do wad eu wan do, dnt do. i noe its wasting ure tyme, n also wasting other ppl tyme. think we so free, to layan eu.. i sibey unfortunate hv eu gys as mates. bt of course, let me treat eu this, eu wan to do wadever, eu do la. i noe it wnt change my life. i still be the successful 1 cse i work hard. n eu still b the lousiest most stupiest bitch. n ohh, if eu think im talking abt eu, dhen maybe i really m talking abt eu bitch.. or shd i sae BITCHES?
secondly, sometimes things are done for a reason. i didnt mean to break it to bro. i just feel that he need to noe cse he is part of the family. i admit spending 2K on an outsider is stupid. n i admit its pt of my fault. bt wil it be this way if eu didnt encourage me to do so? pls la, think before eu open ure mouth and start yelling everytime eu saw me. eu think wad? im ure yelling machine? i also gort feelings la. urgh...
anw, enuf sad moments..
happy ones? nt much really. went hm wib nisaFIQ. the sleng couple. ter supose to b double FIQ., 1 nisa n 1 hyeeda. tapi too bad. syg went hm 1st cse he gorte go 2 the hospital. anw, crack up all the wae. plae in the rain. dhen reach cwp, went to bits n pieces. sae a ring.. so nyce man. lols. nn the wallet that i wan at the shop bside it. lyke, wow factor much?! i wan it, idcare. if i wan, i will gt it. sound bratty? think wad eu wan. this is called pampering myself. lol..
woots~ countdown : 8 daes !! to 2703
that dae wil be so cool. so pack wib so much stuff.
gtg nw. byes.nytes. (:
