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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
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30-05-2008 ; unpost post
SUPERB tiring !
two camps all the wae. tt really explains the unupdated blog. uhh. & my skin. i tired of it alrdy. bt i gort no time to fix it. so just bear it wib it larhs..
sec 3 really cool. eu gorte go camp as an instructor or leader. woohoo. no longer camper. shiok. haa. 1stly was sec 2 basic leadership camp. somehow its just ruined.
its effin sux. no hard feelings la my dearest sec 2s. bt its so dead. the camp is dead. expecially the campfire. but at least eu gys make an effort la kn. wee. dnt worry. ure camp is nt the worst tt i have attend. & owhs, the sec 3s students leaders are loved. they are all bonded. will upload the photos soon as i gort my camera from mr billy.
& the most expected thing of ure campsite is tt it is haunted and hell yeah, it is. seen alot. but pity afiq, seen even many more. eg, gort one. i, xr, afiq, went to plae catching. xr chase afiq dhen he give up. he ran to the bois toilet. for a gy, he quite dumb. cnt c the toilet switch is outside. went in the dark toilet n try to find the switch. wad happen was tt, he happened to look into the mirror dhen he saw a reflection of a boi sitting in one of the cubicle, smilling at him. wth. tu la. lari lagi la. dhen afiq immediately run to find me and xr. we were laughing our ass off lookin at how pale he turn. cian dier. huhu.
& y is my camera w mr billy? cse i was very blur person. misplaced it dhen mr billy kep it for me. mon dhen gt bck. sobs. i miss my camera. meanwhile i hv 2 use my phn for any camwhoring business. lols.
2nd camp was the Uniform Group and Sports camp.
was the vice chairperson for the whole camp. help arnd my dearest chairperson, ahmad khalis. wees. he was a very wonderful person to work with. very easy going. so are all my instructors. i know there are some problems with each other but in the end, we work well together. i know eu gys are badly affected wib the sec 1s attitude and spirit. 1st time i go camp, the highlight of the camp is NOT the campfire nor the solo walk. eu noe wad? its the wet game. its just a short one but its smth all- Chairperson, vice chair, instructors, sec 1s, enjoy it. basically, the sec 1s hv to blindfold themselves at we instructors, bring them around the carpark and parade square. dhen the other instructors throw water ballons at tem. acc, not only tem, also throw at other instructors. & oh, wib tt i finally saw lis smiling again. & oso wib tt, i declare the post abt camps end. hehes.
31-05-2008; keesiao-ly Tired
start off. wake up with damn tired look. thx 2 my keesiao Afifah, go wake me up. rush to sch to take sm parts of unifrom tt i 4gt brin bck hm. dhen rush sumore to red cros campsite at kembangan der. fall in everitin. find out im in alpha 3. dhen c ppl do presentation all dhen grp discussion. n byebye. went Plaza Sing to makan. yumyum. keesiao started. laughlaughlaugh til drop down at the escalator. lucky gort seet yee and fifah wib me. we are really kesiao. ppl all c us, lyke crazy bunch. yup. we r crazy. nt happy no nd starestare cn jus sae. as usual, gort ppl wan rush dwn the escalator, WITHout saying excuse me. this time i just go by " there smth call the staircase and ter smth call excuse me. " nt my fault. hu ask her go disturb me on my tiring dae. wtf. eat liao, kesiao. smth happen to seet yee tt makes us feel very happy for her. jiayous aite. hehe.
oi si kacaklabijaksana, i gorte admit eu r cute. bt wad tt start gorte end. i dunwan it to hapen. bt i just hv 2 sae, its one of hardest thing i hv to do, to turn around and ignore ure hints, cse i just hv to. im sry. i lyke eu bt i cnt do so. i cnt cntinue. i just hv 2 erase away everitin nice abt eu cse eu just cnt b mine. even i cn, circumstance force us nt 2 b together. it aint the rite time. i gorte letgo the memories with eu. eu gort me thinking abt eu all the time bt i just hv 2 let go of eu.
