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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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4 daes aint able to blog is such a torture. blog rotting alert. lol.
shall we start w holis. n cntinue w mon-thurs.
holis: did nt sleep the whole morning so in the coach toward KL. slept, wake up, eat and routine continues. nyahas. pleasure of being the pig. lol. reach sm area. go eat. (again?) dhen saw a shop selling sm stylo cookies. saw this cookies 'Nike biscuit'. a biscuit w the Nike logo. seeing tt and the two giler JDI bois came to my mind. bought it. haa. cntinue my sleep to KL. haa. reach n go Masjid India. SHOPPING time !! rofl. dhen go KLCC. SHOP agaen. go bck to hotel. rest n dress up 4 belated fathers' dae dinner. yummy food. haa. i love the potato salad. anw, enjoy the performance. dhen go bck rm. watch tv till 12. dhen sleep. (again?) . 2nd dae. pack up. went 4 breakfast. leave hotel. went to chocolate boutique. bought a chocs for my blove TTMs and TPTs 4 17rm. n its so little inside. owh wells. went to petaling st. SHOP again. bargain all. haa. so funny. dhen went to Nilai. SHOP. (again?!!). beautiful kain songket.
shd hv bought 1 4 aryna n ask to wear it. haha. kn ina? lol. n finally, went bck hm. reach hm at 11+ lyk tt.
mon: sch. chaotic. tried to settle the morning commanding. dhen kena pull out to do SL duty. gawd. idk anitin. so blur2. thank god ter ina n hyekel bro to help me. hahha. new time table. aint lykin it 1 bit. start it wib amaths. motivated to learnt n pass n gt distinction or credit. hahha. emaths toos. no more mr joong. yeah3 !!!. im lovin it. ! w/o him, cnfirm i cn pass bck my emath. ! eng was taken over by mrs heikel. she one of the few teachers tt i respect damn much so i dunwan to let her dwn. must work hard. haha. gave ina the shawl. make sure eu wer it. a must. haha. learnt to be a lady beb !. rofl.
tue: sch again. tie dae as usual. usuals. chaotic. SL OBS interview. did fairly well. 1)
hey bastard, let me tell eu. if tt story at the bustop w eu cause me unable to go OBS, i gonner slice eu into pieces. fcuk off. hope eu fail ure Nlvl. wed: nth much to blog. just tt, SH, if eu thnk im tekanin eu very hard, its 4 ure own gd. public speaking is a lyf skill so its better tt i train eu nw rather other ppl in the future. lyf is cruel so eu gorte to learnt to control ure emotions. dnt thnk i nvr brk dwn b4. i do. bt nt many knew till nw.
thurs: each dae i just felt tt im getting useless and hopeless. no matter what i do, i nvr fail to dissapoint instead of makin tem proud. im sorry SIRs. wad happen, i aint in the position to talk abt it. just tt, im sry. i nt a robot. im just another hopeless human. sch. had to do the pleadge. SL duty. hee. dhen run arnd to give out and collect flu chqing form. start sch w amath. aft recess was geog. haish. again, i dissapoint smbdie else. ms yati, another of my respected teachers. i didnt finish the hwk. wad has bcum of me?. haish. finally, its rcy. i thought i really looking forward to it. but it just didnt turn out well 4 me.
& now, sayings to ppl;
kacaklabijaksana. boi eu r cute, hawt, stunning, n the list cld go on. but day by day i realise eu r just another crush. eu r nt as impt as my TPTs expecially the two darls of mine. so to cut the story short, i just UNDECIDED !!! reading back msges wib eu makes me feel lyk a fool
aryna. idk if eu feel it, but Is is causing us to be further apart. y is this guy affectin our lyf. i love eu more tem hym. letme empasis on tt. thnk abt it. thnk which do eu really 1. i told eu. i still gort other gys. ilyvvm ! <3
n tt all 4 this post. KL photos will b up quite soon. (:
