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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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first time in my life, shopping sux. that's only bcus i still sick, very sick. & aint in the mood to shop. but still just go along, since mum wants to go. now here, tryna blog, im really irritated by my fcuking flu. watch meet the spartans just now, tt show was full of craps. bt eu gys shd really watch it if eu hven. hees. anw, msges to sm ppl. err, tey shd noe hu tey r.
boi 1 :
idk y i stick wib eu. idk y i will just end up coming bck to eu everitim i end my relationship wib other guy. idk y i love eu so deeply tt no matter wad, eu r still lovable. but ppl sae, lovin some1 dnt need a reason. so, i dnt nd to knw the reasons to those above ryt. i want to believe in eu again. bt smhw, im scared. smhw, i cnt really believe eu. not 100% tt is. had been hearing sm stuff abt eu. ppl cying eu goin town wib sm other gals, idk wen tt happen. its just hard to mantain it. on and off, but coming to 1yr 7mths, eu promise eu wnt time me or wad. bt smhw, im just scared to believe eu. i really want to. just want to. but eversince nw, not able to spent time wib eu, its really create a big space bten us. its hard. i really miss eu. i really in need of eu. but eu just aint there...
gal fen :
its really funny wad happen btwn us. wadever happens, promise we will alwaes be BFF. i dunwan lose eu to a guy. i love eu ever more dhen i can love any guy. losing a guy is a no prob cse i cn find a new one. but losing eu, is my most regret. cse eu r my life. so now, eu just think carefully which of tem is better for eu. if smhw, eu think the younger one suits eu beter, dhen im willing to forget him cse its rather worth it losing him dhen eu my syg. okies. i hope to hear from eu soon.
boi 2 : like i say above, indeed eu r love. but if my gal fen wans eu, i gorte nth to sae. letting eu go aint really hard. cse i just knw eu. wad that has happen, lets it past. i dun wish to go on. cse it will make things much more complicated. we shall just see hw it goes on. meanwhile, eu r jsut my TTM, teman tapi Mesra.
my friends : im really sry wad happen in camp. i admit its not plan properly but its oso not my fault eu gys r doin xtra or so. im sry again. i hope it wnt affect our friendship cse it alrdy happen. y let it ruin our friendship? is it really worth it. ? idk. i hope i cn make it up to eu sm way or another. i really treasure our friendship so pls dnt let a simple things like this ruin it. and again, please forgive me. (:
