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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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time and again, i still believe. i dont understand myself sometimes. why can't i just get rid of him from my life and really-really move on ? i hate myself. i just cant move on, idiot ! all i ever wanted from him now is just to be friends. i have long lost hope in patching up cause you never mean it when you say it. twice already it happen and i still fall for your words. i cant find any dumber person then i am.
they say, ignorance is bliss. maybe that's what i should really start learning to do when he start all his sweet nothings.
well, that sure feel better.
hello earthlings.
today was bad. almost fainted after massrun .idiots of the world larhh .. just 2 meals skipped and i became so weak? what happen to you, hyeeda? gahhha . well, big thanks to the following people:
iraa & hwee Hian-for accompanying me aft MR.
farah, sidz & aryna-for dragging me to sick bay even aft much protest from me
syukriah-for the mango tea drink
& everybody who was so concerned over me when i start to walk like a drunkard.
haha . !
i would like to make a complain. it's really a wrong idea to place a sick bay where people always came in and out, banging the doors. for one, the sick cant rest well. two, when they finally get to rest, the doors, expecially will disturb their rest. i miss those primary school's sickbay where's there proper bed and its away from banging doors. grrr...
anyway. school continues and went for RCY after school. so happy that's no eng coach with her. situation got topsy-turny when some of my cadets and exco's baret went missing after the ncc's sports day's performance. MNIBR and NZBM, you guys own me an explanation! anyway, sorry my dear exco's that i cant help in the cleanup. got to rush for tuition. sorry!
as the picture stated, happy birthday dearest NZBM. ! may you do well in your studies, be loyal to mrs lim kay.. dnt be traitor lag (4e3ers should get the joke) . stay in contact after o's. we will always be best of friends (:
happy 16th birthday.
as tommorrow's Good Friday, its a public holiday for us.
i cant wait to go and watch movie with the malay clan.
its to celebrate zani's birthday and always to have our regular malay clan outing.
pictures will be up by tmr night !
good night for now.
i want to have my beauty sleep. haa !
