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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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hello earthlings.
short update about today;
had eng and amaths.
was late for eng, didnt do it purposely,
i missed the bus.diao.
did amaths stuff.
basically, nothing new learnt today.
went home with iraa. she sent me home.
we talked about the abstruse beings who have a place in our heart
all the way to smbw.
iraa fell in love with mr happy for so long. but now tt it's known, she want to get rid of the feelings. i think he is mean to give hope to iraa and bomb! say bye2. typical aint it, just like his fren. iraa was there whether he is happy or down but he just destroy the beautiful image iraa paint of him. as a middle person, i cant side him or iraa cause both of them are important. iraa's my darling, he is my, uhm, let's just say someone close. iraa said she now just thankful if she could be his friend. to top it off, im actually proud that she could let him go that fast. unlike me, still a wondering soul. iraa kept saying im lucky to actually have his love, some time ago. but i told her, if i am lucky, i wont have lost-it-in-transation. mr happy and his friend are really abstruse.
which brings me to my facebook status, '(insert their class)'s malay boys are very abstruse. i merely want to direct to these two beings. but it did create a whole lot of junks. thank abid for making them realise that abstruse just mean hard to understand. somehow, one of them understand it earlier and kept quiet. the other need a whole lot of explaining. well, siape yang makan cili, dier yang rase pedasnyer.
anyway, his acts have been of weird lately. i know i shouldnt harbour any hopes with his doings but i cant help myself. everything he do strung a string in my heart. just like i told iraa, i miss the old nights. i really do. part of me really tired of waiting but most part of me just want me to continue waiting, having that believe that he will return. a contrast to other girls, im not shy in showing and expressing my love for my special one.
ohh wells, good night.
PS; i love you.
