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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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15:30
i finally realise the meaning to TGIF.
the week has been oh so tiring with school ending at 4 everyday. i finally understand how the irsyadians felt with their curriculum time(mind you!) ending at 4. no wonder Fyr looks tired everyday.
anyway, lessons has been quite intensive. with all the subjects ending the syllabus, past year test papers has been my best friend. everyday, i had to practice with it. on the other hand, i cut and perm my hair on monday, which is already featured on my previous post and on my tagged profile. to people who simply cant stop their mouth from saying the bad stuff, i appreciate if you dont say it in front of me. i may be smiling but i aint happy with your attitude. its my hair. it dosent bother you how i look. probably, you're just jealous that my hair's beautiful and your's aint.
another group of people just refuse to let me lead my life peacefully. truthfully, i didnt not disturb you so why are you calling me names? like mummy say, if you are that of a beauty, like an angel, then its ok. but you are not. so stop it before my patience max out. even if i did make some trouble with your frenn.. that was two years ago. and why is that you are the one holding the grudge. don't behave like a primary school kid. you almost out of secondary school, so behave like one.
i been wanting to be that good lady. i know that
'Arif dont like me to behave like some crazy monkey. so here i am, trying to pick up myself and behaving well. and thanks to these people, im suck back into the world that i used to be in.
ok, cooling down....
i want to get some benefits from the weekend. to slack a little and do slightly more revision on my sciences. of that reason, i decide to not to go to irsyad today, to pick up Fyr (and kill another bird with the same stone).
Im missing 'Arif alot. its bugging me when im alone, usually in the bus or at home. so, to kill the pain, i googled for any irsyadee's stuff and watch their music videos on youtube. i watch the clip on his arabic debate, like again. haha. but, thank allah, it did not bug me during school hours. anw, i have to thank
'Arif for making my relationship with Fyr closer. i cant believe that i and Fyr finally have sibling talks, something that we never did before.
all right now, i want to surf the net for a little while before i start mugging. (:
