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my childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
my childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
my childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
my childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go
- Jahanvi
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hello earthlings.
been bloghopping for the past half an hour. i realised that the will-have topic in every blog is LOVE. even in mine. i wonder why. it got me thinking..
what is love? why do we love someone or something. i mean, for families and friends, yeah fine.. we have to deal with that in order to live life right.. im talking about love for the someone special. i been into alot of relationships. but today, in front of the monitor, i asked myself, "what is love? is it really love that i have been experiencing since my first relationship? do i mean it when i say 'i love you' to my partner? if i do mean it, what is the meaning of it?". according to my phone dictionary, Love means deep affection or fondness. i quickly ask myself, what is affection and fondness then? again, my dictionary give me the answer. Affection means fondness, fondness means liking. okay.. people say love and like is two different thing.. but after checking the meanings, i could form a word equation.
love =affection =fondness =liking..er, =like ?
would that mean that love = like?
i go on with life, meeting various kind of people. some treat love like royalty- caring for it so much. some treat it like junk- never really taking relationship seriously.when it comes to love, some can also be a little crazy- even gone, still waiting for it to return. some can also selfish and harsh- as if love dosen't involve any feelings that will be hurt along the way.. but for me, i just want a decent love though i know its impossible to not get hurt.
everybody goes through this cycle.
know-> like-> love-> happiness and heartbreaks-> break ups-> friends/enemies
the after effect, sometimes people will be scared to fall in love again. some will quickly move on with others. some will go, 'ohh wells, its over' and continue living life. the extreme cases are either they kick the bucket prematurely, or they pester their previous partners(stalk, haunt etc).
okay.. enough thinking and wondering.. back to reality, dyaa!
so school as per normal. next week is one important week. i will be getting back my Olevel MT papers and will be going through my Olevel Eng Oral Examinations. Next saturday: fasting month begins. shouldn't be a problem to me because i have been paying back my fast these days. 72days to olevel Eng Exams and others.. ahhh..!
the ultiimate wish on everyone taking National Exams: to get it over and done with, quickly and with good results.
ahh.. Woodgrove Idol is coming.. this year's going to be a tough competition. many good ones have entered. congrats to Khalil, Khalis, Ain and others who have make it to the next round!
olrite, im done with blogging now. gorte hit the books !
